Been having headache and bad sleep recently. My boyfriend snoring has came back. Louder and more! But I knew is part of his throat problem that he will be having surgery next month. But I have been waken up from dreams number of times in the night. Today is a good day for me as phone calls have been coming in. Tomorrow will be having a few interviews which is good news!

Something have been bothering me inside my heart. I am terribly worry about my coming results which is next month. Worse thing happened ytd, my boyfriend room air-con have been dripping water which wet all my notes and study guides which make my mood worse. It makes me feel that I am bound to fail many subjects this time round. I have backup plans in my mind alr. Failing of many subjects running through my mind. Study also stress, never study also stress. I am thinking what kind of occupation I am aiming for after graduate. I totally have no goal or any ambition. I feel aimless in life, which.. doesnt match my character. I am the kind of person who aim towards a goal and do things very systematic. But right now, I only know studying business related is good for my future. But what future? I do not know.