Rainy days~

I went to get the report from the fortune teller on monday. As what I expected, full of bad predictions. He said I will remarry three times and have 4 children with diff guys. He said I have great wealth in future but my love life won't be good until 40. SO I GONNA MARRY only after 40?!!WTH. I won't believe this. He said I will have 3 partners who will died after being with me, until after the third one then I can have a stable relationship, UNLESS that guy have really strong n good life! CRAPS. But what he predicted about my character and my family relationship is quite true. I am a fierce woman and only can work as a leader. -_-" NVM. decided to ignore wad he said.

I didnt went for my POA prelim test on monday. I tried studying from sat to sunday.. but couldn
t finish studying it. I am rushing real hard for my prelims and my incoming exams on MAY. My whole sem is based on that exam!! Fail = repeated sem. no second chance. cruel is it UOL. I having so many pimples popping out on my face with no matter how much of oxy applied it still won't go home. Sigh. Looks ugly, tired and desperated. I feel that I am not the type for degree study afterall. I mean.. I couldn't get into a poly to do my diploma becoz of my poor result, so I ended up in SIM for my diploma which only last for 1.5year. It was tough though, but I feel that..I am a person who cant pass my o level, what about degree. And UOL degree is killing people! With all the graphs in mirco, theories of dead ppl thinking of society in sociology..poa..I gonna pronoun dead soon. What if I am so stressed that I went to the same state as the latest horror incident happened in NTU? Nah.. I won't do that. Maybe I just went crazy and kill myself instead of killing other ppl. I miss drinking~~ miss clubbing~ miss dressing up nicely and go shopping. I love to do all these. But is been so longggggggggggggggggg. Sigh. I really hope i can pass my incoming exams. I am stress! I need help. Any tutor who teaches mirco?!!I willing to pay installment for u for the rest of ten years! Just let me score! I am kidding. God bless me pls.